MWUAAHAHHAHA ITS ME.
i tell y'all. im super free and siann-ed. i got NOTHING to do.
nothing. zomg.
ABSO NOTHING.
i went buffet eating, movie catching, party playing, arcade gaming, prawn catching, cousin staying over, shopping, eating, psp-ing, laptop watching, youtubing, being jealous, eating, sleeping.
ETC. darn, can holiday job start?!

so anyway.. sorry for digressing
i shall do the FUTURE PLANS IN SINGING thing.

actually im very uncertain about my future!
i have no idea what to do about it except to pia and turn muggerfied next year.
yah maybe sometimes i sound like wahh.. i know what i want to do lah etc etc but because i think like TOO MUCH i will worry about the future career.. the possibility of achieving it etc.
which brings me back to my point about being uncertain.

all i know is that.. i like singing.
and i like performing.
its like this super happy and fulfilling feeling when you finish your performance on stage and then you get applause for your hardwork and suddenly all your MONTHS of slogging pays off.
yes that happens during eds night.
no matter that practices were 4 times a week till 7pm plus i had comm stuff and school tests and assignments and WHAT NOTS.
that few hours of eds night cancelled out every negative feeling i had about it.

so i decided i really like performing.
there are many things i can lie to myself about and then eventually accept or dont accept.
but i really like singing and acting.. being on stage.
EVEN IF I GOT STAGE FRIGHT.
[damn i am super contradicting can?!?!]

so my future plans will be continue in haidie and hopefully i pass my exams.
ALL THE EXAMS! intermediate and advanced alike.
i have to force myself to take part in auditions and stopped being so freaked out and scared.
and.. hopefully mummy will let me take up violin!!
[i gave up on drums]
and.. continue with dance even if its not my thing cos i think its cool.

i am totally inspired by BoA! zomg! she's sings in 4 languages. can dance. is chio. and what not man. her new mv is how nice!!!!!
thats why i shall continue with dance hahahahhaa.

and umm.. continue with korean cos i like korean entertainment.
then can sing korean songs. cool? =D
shyr you can learn jap. then you sing jap i sing korean HAHAHAHHA!!!!

yalor thats about it now.. heehee

xoxo
laolaoda