I wanted to post on my blog.. but since someone say this blog is dying, i might as well do it here.
First of all, music has always been my passion.
I never thought this day will come that I felt so unsure about this route.
I never once felt disheartened or wanting to give up.
Well, simply because music gives me joy, sense of satisfactory
and most importantly it fulfills my soul.
I want to fulfill this dream so so so badly.
But it just came to some point that I am so directionless and lack of motivation.
I'm feeling really unsure, disheartened and really feel like giving up.
In every dream there are 3 stages
I don't know what I want to do.
I don't know how am I gonna do it.
I don't know why am I doing it for.
What are the reasons for lack of motivation and enthusiasm?
But for now, I will still persist on.
I won't give up.
I believe I will be able to be re-motivated.
I will still work for
meanwhile, I just hope the down-momentum will stop.
I want back my normal life.
心整個累格
First of all, music has always been my passion.
I never thought this day will come that I felt so unsure about this route.
I never once felt disheartened or wanting to give up.
Well, simply because music gives me joy, sense of satisfactory
and most importantly it fulfills my soul.
I want to fulfill this dream so so so badly.
But it just came to some point that I am so directionless and lack of motivation.
I'm feeling really unsure, disheartened and really feel like giving up.
In every dream there are 3 stages
I don't know what I want to do.
I don't know how am I gonna do it.
I don't know why am I doing it for.
What are the reasons for lack of motivation and enthusiasm?
- Lack of faith in one's abilities.
- Fear of failure, due to failure in the past.
- Low self-esteem.
- Lack of enough interest.
- Fear of what others might say.
- The habit of procrastination.
- Laziness.
- No awareness of the importance and usefulness of the subject or goal.
- The feeling or belief that there are other more important things to do.
- Not having the time to delve into the subject or goal.
- Being too stressed or nervous.
- Absence of enough stimuli or incentives
But for now, I will still persist on.
I won't give up.
I believe I will be able to be re-motivated.
I will still work for
- The Ark Audition
- Very Singer Audition
- Make Me Famous Competition
- Piano
- guitar skills to zi tan zi chang
- Chinese Orchestra (pipa, gu zhen, er hu)
- song composing
- not forgetting the homework laoshi give
- warm ups and vowels (daily, I hope I can!)
meanwhile, I just hope the down-momentum will stop.
I want back my normal life.
心整個累格
Labels: future plans, shyrlyn
